blew addict - a l t s c h m e r z

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as always, 18dtk sassy rolls

i don't expect that this is gonna be fucking funny and interesting, i just freak out of people's then make out this one. I loved it how my girls always look friendly. those crazy peak of nowhere. Kindly check it, promise you we looks so fun wkwk 

Q & A Obsessed

Q: gimana sih caranya supaya mantannya pacar nggak nggangguin pacar mulu?

A: menurut gue, antara mantan pacar lo dan pasangan lo adalah urusan mereka berdua. Jadi lo jangan ikut-ikutan melabrak atau memarahi si mantan pacar. Keep your pride. Tugas lo hanya mengingatkan ke pasangan lo bahwa lo nggak nyaman dengan gangguan yang datang dari si mantannya itu. Kalau pasangan lo menghargai lo, pasti dia sebisa mungkin membuat lo jadi nyaman.

Q: kalo mantannya dia udah move on tapi pasangan saya belum?

A: putusin aja si pasangan itu, emangnya perempuan atau laki-laki cuma dia doang. Cari yang laen!

Q: mungkin aja si pasangan masih butuh waktu untuk melupakan mantan?

20th too glam to give a damn

Today is my 20th birthday and I’m feel so grateful for all those people in my life, thank you for not give up on me. Thank you for being clinging on me eventhough I push some people far away because my ego. Thank you for being those annoying people and let me learn something from you. Thank you for letting me whining and nagging even I know it must be annoying as hell. Thank you for letting me cry in front of you and jump over your shoulder. Thank you for always be those kind of my people.

God, I’m really grateful for what I have for now. Family, 18dtk, friends, him, you and peoples. I don’t want anything from You. i just hope that everyone I loved will always on Your guide, on Your protect and on Your bless. Give them the best place You have, allow them be what their want, answer their prayer as soon as possible, lead them in the darkness, keep around them with such peoples like me (wkwkwk I’m kidding).

Emm,,, there is so many things happen in a year, good and bad memories though. And I’m such desperate one if I can’t get up without everyone cheer. Through this year without him in the end maybe Your answer eventhough it was ruined me as well. But

Brave

Brave.

What do you think when I’m mention that word?

I’ve read it somewhere that “everyone can not be strong, but everyone can be brave”.

Brave dalam artian melakukan sesuatu lho yaa, bukan malah “brave to think” or “brave to dream”, kalo itu mah nggak termasuk. “think” and “dream” itu something yang nggak penting kalo nggak dilakuin. Thinking-dreaming bakalan wasting kalo nggak doing something, karna thinking sama dreaming itu sesuatu yang kamu keep sendiri, nggak bakalan kasih efek kesiapapun kecuali ke diri kamu sendiri. Itu mah udah bagus kalo bisa kasih efek ke diri kamu, at least give a motivation to yourself gitu, jadi ada manfaatnya. Tapi kalo yang nggak ngefek sama sekali bahkan ke dirinya sendiri kayak stay on comfort zone terus sampai kiamatjuga nggak bakal berhasil-berhasil. Yang bisa nentuin-mastiin-mutusin ya diri kamu sendiri, jangan salahin orang-orang disekitar kalo ambil langkah yg salah. Itu mah salah diri sendiri karna gampang terpersuasi. Intinya, brave for everything deh, even for faith in principle.

Ya gimana lagi, kalo nggak bisa kuat seterusnya ya seenggaknya bisa berani kapanpun. Semua manusia bisa kok, tergantung diri sendiri aja.

“ Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib suatu kaum hingga mereka mengubah diri mereka sendiri ”.  (Q.S. Ar-Ra’d:11)

Udah dijamin sama Tuhan jadi nggak usah khawatir, kalo mau berubah ya dimulai dari diri sendiri.

But anyway sometimes lho yaa… semua itu nggak berlaku dalam love thing, at least for me mulai sekarang….

There’s so many my friends especially girls yang sometimes desperate karna “nunggu”.

apalagi jaman-jaman called “LetsKnowEachOtherVeryWellFirst” crap banget nggak sih. Someone said, “Kalo sama-sama nunggu sesuatu itu terjadi ya nggak akan terjadi. Pilihan dari pemenuhan keinginan itu cuma ada dua, menunggu atau melakukan sesuatu”.

Nah, that’s a choice…. Menunggu atau melakukan sesuatu.

but if I can say now, the woman have to “wait” and all the men can do is “doing something”. I got that principles for now on….

Diakui atau tidak, semodern apapun dunia ini, dalam beberapa hal perempuan masih tetap harus menunggu untuk mendapatkan sesuatu. (keknya aku pernah baca ini dibuku, entah lupa judulnya).

Lagian, there’s a quote out there saying “a boy speaks, a gentleman acts” yang bener-bener niat pasti act doing something kok. Pasti juga ada effort. Pasti juga fight for you. If a man wants to be with you, he’ll make an effort to be with you.

Kalo kata Alexandra, udah kodratnya cowok yang harus chase dan perempuan tinggal nunggu duduk manis dirumah. Tapi nggak menutup kemungkinan kalo perempuan harus take a step dulu saking gemesnya, but then if the guy didn’t brave enough and didn’t get it at all yaa kebangetan berarti. Like seriously, let me get this straight. Girls have periods, cramps, babies, wrinkles and everything else. At least what a man could do is text us first. Tapi balik ke diri kita sendiri, semuanya pilihan. Your choice.