20th too glam to give a damn

Today is my 20th birthday and I’m feel so grateful for all those people in my life, thank you for not give up on me. Thank you for being clinging on me eventhough I push some people far away because my ego. Thank you for being those annoying people and let me learn something from you. Thank you for letting me whining and nagging even I know it must be annoying as hell. Thank you for letting me cry in front of you and jump over your shoulder. Thank you for always be those kind of my people.

God, I’m really grateful for what I have for now. Family, 18dtk, friends, him, you and peoples. I don’t want anything from You. i just hope that everyone I loved will always on Your guide, on Your protect and on Your bless. Give them the best place You have, allow them be what their want, answer their prayer as soon as possible, lead them in the darkness, keep around them with such peoples like me (wkwkwk I’m kidding).

Emm,,, there is so many things happen in a year, good and bad memories though. And I’m such desperate one if I can’t get up without everyone cheer. Through this year without him in the end maybe Your answer eventhough it was ruined me as well. But